we have friend, then we have friends
we lose friend, the we lose friends
we have friend(s) again, and what goes around comes around.
it hurts, to have someone else to be a friend to your friend,
it hurts, to have a well-bond relationship, then it slightly ceased.....
it hurts, to have some heart-breaking messages posted on your wall, i know
it hurts, to have cocky people, chiding to you,
like they are the MOST flawless creature on this planet Earth
like you're the MOST forbidden person to say
"I AM NOT GUILTY!"
(such a person)
i might be relating this post to what had just happened to my former foe (antonym this)
and to be honest, generally, frankly, bluntly speaking, ooops, i'm typing
...is to remind this post writer herself. it's me. (tapping from evidence, from which, eyes & hearts are the spectators)
...as to proof, that life is a complete circle, (semi might be), as i have not reach the end, because it's ENDLESS!!!
To a friend named, S.N.R,, it might be some remarks. but all you have to do, and me as well have to do, is just to redeem some adequate rest.
These craps are some solemn-mental-illness of people around us, we are trying to deny.
That's it... we found ourselves to be so-damn-effortless, the moment we are 'stabbed', we are 'killed', we are 'strangled' to 'death'. Suffocating, choking, the air is poisonous, we are poisoned!
But we keep breathing, in this annihilate atmosphere. Because we believe, we put much trusts in The Creator. He rules every single minute particle He created. He-Who-Has-Plans, is planning things for us! All we have to do is just keep believing, and keep thanking.
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So lose not heart, nor fall into despair: For ye must gain mastery if ye are true in Faith.
(Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah (dalam perjuangan mempertahan dan menegakkan Islam), dan janganlah kamu berdukacita (terhadap apa yang akan menimpa kamu), padahal kamulah orang-orang yang tertinggi (mengatasi musuh dengan mencapai kemenangan) jika kamu orang-orang yang (sungguh-sungguh) beriman.)
We have made some of you as a trial for others:
will ye have patience?
(Kami jadikan sebahagian dari kamu sebagai ujian dan cubaan bagi sebahagian yang lain, supaya ternyata adakah kamu dapat bersabar (menghadapi ujian itu)?)