the 56th page

I might be huge. but I might not be strong enough.

I need you.

Love is never about finding the hand perfectly fits yours.

It's about finding that one person who is willing to hold hands no matter how unfit it may be.

the 55th page

It was too deep and I almost die drowning in your love.

But then it was you who provided me with bubbles.

I see light and hope.

You are reading a story...

A journey

... seeking God.

You might be indifferent

because it's corny.

but let me tell you,

When the Light of Guidance

to be in The Custody of Benevolence...

It's A gift from The Almighty!

the 54th page

It's about the silent murder.

I am sorry.

I apologize.

I'll fight!

Till death!

Till I win !

the 53rd page

Just let the footsteps do all the talking along this sidewalk

and lead us to anywhere our destination is.

Boulevard

I don’t know why, You said goodbye

Just let me know you didn't go forever my love

Please tell me why, You make me cry

I beg you please I'm on my knees if that's what you want

me to

Never knew that it would go so far

When you left me on that boulevard

Come again you would release my pain

And we could be lovers again

Just one more chance, Another dance

And let me feel it isn't real that I’ve been losing you

This sun will rise, Within your eyes

Come back to me and we will be happy together

Never knew that it would go so far

When you left me on that boulevard

Come again you would release my pain

And we could be lovers again

Maybe today, I’ll make you stay

A little while just for a smile and love together

For I will show, A place I know

In Tokyo where we could be happy forever

Never knew that it would go so far

When you left me on that boulevard

Come again you would release my pain

And we could be lovers again

Never knew that it would go so far

When you left me on that boulevard

Come again you would release my pain

And we could be lovers again

the 52nd page

Just don't cry, we'll get wet.

We are attached to one another, can't you see?!

I gratefully thanked the Lord,

for another chance over a mistake.

I gratefully thanked the Lord,

for having me born in a family,

I would never find a replacement.

I gratefully thanked the Lord,

for giving me friends who would called

in the middle of midnight

just to say, 'Goodnight'.

I gratefully thanked the Lord,

for He granted everything I wished for,

even I sometimes blamed the world for not being fair.

and I surreptitiously thanked the Lord,

for not letting a drop of tears to even leave me,

when my heart made a decision to leave.

the 51st page

Red is okayyy...

Robbi yasir walatu'asir wa atimu bil khoir.

the 50th page

Love lies on the other side of the half mark.

A pure heart sees it clearly.

I couldn't find words lately. Not even 'a'...

What was I supposed to say?

The Heart is a puzzle to be solved.

...given to us. to you. to me.

but only God solves heart.

He knows better. and I believe!

the 49th page

I'm lost. I'm not running away from you.

and don't just sit there. Search for me!

I'm trying to get back to you!

I heard you. I heard you calling out my name.

But I couldn't see you.

I won't be far, and you can't be far.

Promise me, we'll find each other.